Saturday, May 21, 2005

Monkeys On My Back

Ever had one of those weeks when you wonder what might have been? I'm having one. Sometimes I think about my life and all the things Ive done and, what it would be like if I had made different choices. occassionally it happens when you meet someone really cool, or reap the consequences of a bad decision. More often than not, it just happens from time to time. Like when I think about people I have left behind, if it was right. I suppose it was if I'm not sorry, but every now and again, I regret 'all' the choices I have made. Some because it was the best of a bad lot, or me being dumb, mostly because I wasnt strong enough to make the wiser choice. All the could haves plague me. I know I'm not the only person that feels this way but, of course no one else admits to it.
"The man who views the world at 50 the same wayhe did at 20 has wasted 30 years of his life."-- Mohammed Ali

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