A New Year

Well, this isn't my first blog, it's my second. Somewhere along the line, I forgot my user name and password to my other blog. So, since it's a new year I decided it was time for a new start. The last year has been really rough around here. I should have known when my puppy died things were going to get ugly, but like they always say hindsight is 20/20. I suppose between cars breaking down, being broke, my grams passing away, and being sick myself, I should just be happy to start fresh. At the same time, I've learned alot in the last year, about my family, my friends, and most of all myself. I guess that's why I titled my blog life without chocolate, as if I could imagine such a thing, (cringe); what I finally realized there are some things you can do without, and some things you can't. What is there you can't live without you say? Many things, good husbands, that never get mad, no matter how annoying you are, grandmas that say how cute it is when you shave your head, while the rest of your family gapes open mouthed in horror, warm fuzzy kitties to cuddle when you're sick, best friends who drop everything at a moments noticeand pay $90 for babysitting to come to you grandma's funeral, and chocolate to make you happy. My new years resolution is to have more patience, patience with all the people I love that usually drive me crazy, but whom I cant live without. Besides, why make some crazy new years resolution like, stop smoking or lose weight, it never works so why bother. I just want to be a better person, like my grandma. Grandma this blog is for you, I know you and grandpa are watching me up in heaven and I just want to make you proud, and for all the people reading this, whatever you believe in, Allah, Krishna, Buddha, God, whatever, may all your prayers be answered this new year!