Thursday, February 09, 2006

Im So Lonely...............

W00T!! Here I am again, same stuff, differrent day. I miss Sam like crazy. I wish he would just come to church on his own, cant do much proving if someone's makin ya do it, right? I just wont live that life anymore, I cant, it was kiling me. In the most literal sense of the word. Oh, if anyone out there sees my buddy Dan tell him Hey for me allright!!!
"The trouble with most folks isn't so much their ignorance,as knowing so many thingsthat ain't so."-- Josh Billings

Monday, February 06, 2006

Sam I Am

Here I am again at the good 'ol public library. Me and my boyfriend are finally broke up (for real). Sadly, he seems to be all I can think about, I miss hims SO much, but I know there's nothing there for us anymore. To much has happened. I will always have a special place in my heart for him, I think I might miss him forever.It's just to deppressing to write about today. Hi Dan love ya sweetcheeks!!!

I do not feel that I am the product of chance, a speck of dust in the universe, but someone who was expected, prepared, prefigured. In short, a being whom only a Creator could put here; and this idea of a creating hand refers to God. - Jean-Paul Sartre