Well, its been awhile, all hell has broken loose. In a matter of six short weeks I've totally destroyed my life and my husbands, good man that he is. I asked for a divorce, which obviously is a big deal to him that I want to leave, but that isnt the worst of it. I cleaned out the bank account (3 times), got on dope and now Im hiding to keep from getting shot. Been busy I have. The whole world hates me right now and I cant blame them, Ive been incredibly stupid. I did meet someone who Im so in love with I cant see straight. Of course, that kills my poor husband I dont know how he gets out of bed in the morning. I wouldnt have the strength if it was me. I wish I could turn back time, erase the last few weeks, but I cant. Now I can only live with what I've done.
Believe it can be done. When you believe something can be done, really believe, your mind will find the ways to do it. Believing a solution paves the way to solution.- Dr. David Schwartz
Thursday, July 21, 2005
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